Last week seemed tougher than previous weeks this year. Nothing major happened (although it was the anniversary of my Dad's Memorial / Thanksgiving service at York Minster) but I was aware that I was a little more tired than usual, a little less motivated, a little more distracted, etc and I was not taking the time to slow down or look after myself. There were signs and thoughts that were hinting that this was going to be a problem but I still ignored it.
I forgot to take my vitamins, omegas and cellular support pills; I wasn't quite so proactive with my emotional oils and my muscle rub (doTERRA's deep blue ointment), which keeps my back healthy, got misplaced. I usually apply it morning and night at the very least but I kept forgetting to find my tube and so didn't stick to my usual routine.
Fast forward to Friday and my back 'went'. I am standing straight in this photo and you can see that I am very wonky and my hips are out of alignment.This hasn't happened for at least 2 years (probably more) because I had been methodical with my essential oil use and other beneficial stuff for my body generally. It was so strange to be reminded of how awful this made me feel and I started out very annoyed with myself.
- How could I be so stupid to forget to use my muscle rub?
- Why didn't I just find the tube and put it where it needed to be?
- Why didn't I pay attention to the signs of my brain telling me, via my body, to slow down?
And various other questions! All valid but ultimately unhelpful.
The problem is that once my back has gone into spasm it's a lot more difficult to get out of it. Prevention is definitely better than cure in this scenario. Once I have lost the ability to stand or walk safely it is problematic.
Luckily helping out a friend a week ago with some essential oils information meant that I found a helpful reference section in my Medicinal Essential Oils book. I looked up antispasmodic and found these 2 pages of oils that I could use and there were loads of them! I already knew about marjoram having used that before at any hint of back spasm issues.But how amazing that bergamot mint (from the doTERRA Spring Exclusives kit) had arrived that very morning. Are doTERRA wizards? How did they know? It was a sign to me and this little ray of hope turned my questions and mind chatter around.
How can I help myself now I am in this situation?What can I do to support myself with my natural health solution knowledge and supplies?
What could I do now to pay attention to my brain's messages to slow down and find a positive in that?
I even gave myself a target that if I couldn't fix this by Monday I would have to resort to going to the doctors and getting myself pills - which I hate and have made me feel shite in the past. This was very motivating and so with this in mind I got to action (in a very slow, deliberate, painful way!!!!)
- I took my pills and set an alarm to remind myself to take them daily
- I found my deep blue rub (3 tubes) and strategically placed them around the house (including one back on my chest of drawers for before bed and after waking application!)
- I used the deep blue rub and layered it with copaiba essential oil and my forgive / frankincense blend on my back
- I took and then placed my antispasmodic oils on my chest of drawers - marjoram, bergamot mint, rosemary and a few others with capsules ready to take every 4 hours
- I did some spinal twists to get my spine back in place
- I had a hot bath and did some cold therapy too
- I checked how my energy body was doing and found out what was going on in my lower chakras paying particular attention to my sacral chakra (something I do as part of my spiritual / energy / shamanic work)
- I did some writing / journaling about what I found during my energy body scan and how I was feeling generally
- Make sure that your self care is foremost in your mind ALL THE TIME or at least most of the time
- If your brain is telling you to remember to
- take your pills
- use your essential oils
- take a break
- use whatever is your go-to thing to support your health and wellbeing, LISTEN TO YOURSELF
- PAY ATTENTION if you are:
- feeling a bit low
- a bit demotivated
- tired
- feeling something that might be telling you to slow down
- Take a BREAK when you need to and do something JOYFUL
- Take a bath - do some hot / cold therapy
- Go for a gentle walk - notice at least 3 things in nature
- Lie on the floor with your feet and legs up against a wall and listen to some fab music
- Check your chakras and see if anything is going awry (I can help with this if you want to know more)
- Listen to your intuition or gut as to what you need to do
- Be your own cheerleader for looking after yourself
- Have some fun (like I did with Snapchat on my walk!)